Posted by: dreamofdestiny | Friday, 23 Jan 2009

Valentine Plans

23 Jan 2009

I had an idea. Another of an effort to win her heart. Valentine’s day is only four weeks away. I have never done anything like preparing for a Valentine’s day celebration a month before. Yet, this is a good time as any, for someone special in my heart.

You know, I had it all planned out – plans for flowers, celebration choices, the words to use, the proposal. Took awhile to come up with them. Had to be perfect, or at least second to none. Maybe I will reveal the plan once 14 Feb really comes, see if what I planned will eventually happen or not.

Alas, I do not think it would be. Or, there is little hope if there ever is. The plan backfired. It is too personal to be shared here, for both of us. But I just need time to get used to all the changes that is happening around me here.

What is wrong with a guy trying to make the girl he loves feel special? My method may not be the best expected, yet, does it now show that I care? I do not understand it sometimes. Puzzled, and broken. And I still love her, maybe even more now.

God knows how much I miss her. People say you’re suppose to feel better as time goes by. If that is true, then why do I feel this way? Miss her more and more every day.

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Responses

  1. This too shall pass. No one said it wouldn’t get worse before it got better. And unfortunately no amount of comforting words can make it hurt less.

    I can read your future though, one day someone will return your sentiments manifold. But till that day comes, you’ve just got to survive as best you can.

  2. thanks jac. i was waiting for your prediction to come true, then only i would reply to your comment 🙂

    and you’re right, someone did return that sentiments tenfold. i never knew i could be so blessedly happy than i have ever been.

    so, thank you ^_^


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