16 Jan 2009

I am on vacation with my family somewhere in this country. After eight (8) days of not seeing her, I thought this would allow me some time to enjoy myself. After all, I am with my loved ones, the people who would care about what happens to me no matter what. True, I did enjoy my time with them, yet inside, I feel hollow all the same.

I want so much to tell her that I wish she was here with me, enjoying the vacation, yet somehow I do not have the courage to do that. Why so, I wonder? God knows how much I miss her. I guess that happens when you spend so much time with a person. Or, thinking about a person, that it feels a little awkward without those thoughts in your mind.

I know once this vacation is over, and I am back in town, I would probably feel miserable again. But I still feel all the same about her. Love her in every way. That I do wish that we can get back to how things were, and go beyond it all the way.

Will she even be thinking of me then?